Pray...

Pray...

When times get hard
Your supposed to pray

But just don't feel like praying
I feel like screaming and dying
And wishing it all would stop

I don't feel like admitting
And
Telling God that I have caved in

I don't feel like breaking
And
Waisting my time feeling sorry for myself

I can just chalk it up to another bad day
In hell

No I don't feel like praying
And
Hoping that God will save me now

Not saying that I don't love
My God
But I just don't feel like it right now

I don't feel like
Begging
And
Pleading for the help of others

I don't' feel like
Giving up
Besides I am just not that strong

I know that when your world
Is
Falling apart you are supposed to
Pray

But I just don't feel like
It.

(March 02, 2007)