I See You

I see you

I have this urge to hold you

but my heart won't let me close

I have this need to be next to you

but you hold me at arms length

I WANT to be by your side

but you just won't let me in

I would love to be your lover

but i am fine with being your "friend"

Sometimes i get so mad...

and feel ashamed at how i love

because you don't feel the same...

I wish you could see what it is you do

to me

how you make it hard to breath

see...

think clearly...

I love being your friend

but sometimes at the days end

I die...

it's nothing you did or didn't do

I can't help how i feel

but when you are ready

I see you...